Your inner social circle should be aware of your behavior.
Did she shoot you down? Roostah, you publicly identify, shame and humiliate other humans while you hide behind anonymity.
As a guy, it would actually be a secret turn-on, but probably we won't admit it.
I would not break up with her just because of this 1 shoot.
You made one posting this.
It doesn't make sense as most of them have no intention of going into adult films, but whatever.